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Seven years ago I found out that my blood type was A+. When I got home I immediately asked my Mom her blood type. She told me that she's type O. So, I said my Dad better be an A+ çoz if not that means I'm adopted and soon I will be having my own telenovela (feeling juday ang drama). I even teased my sister that hers was "O"rdinary while mine is precious. But the issue about my being adopted has not been settled.

Not until I saw my brother's post in FB asking for blood donation for my Dad. Two things immediately came in to my mind--- Anak nga ako ni Mang Jose and WTF am I doing here when I am the right match for my Dad?!!!

I am desperately wanting to Fedex mine and cursing blood bank for not having enough supply. Feeling helpless and useless at the same time, the only thing I could do is to repost my brother's plea and pray that they would soon find donors.
 
Luckily, most in the Aquino clan are Type A+. And boy, we have a big family! But if ever we still need more I will ask Pres. Noy and Tita Kris to donate (feeling kamag-anak).

But kidding aside, I'm really thankful to my Insan's JÉCKA, ALDIE, EDMAN and NEVIE for not thinking twice in donating their blood. Your Diko Jose will forever be grateful that the blood running through his veins is keeping him alive for the next hundred years are from his pamangkins. Thank you also to my Insan's JHENG and GRAXAMALDITA who are willing to donate but are not allowed 'coz unfortunately, Anemia runs in the family also (and that also disqualifies me as a donor), my TITA NENETH who was disqualified because of diabetes and TITA CRISTY who is willing to fed-ex her blood too.

Somehow the word "INSAN" that we often heard from the previous generation brought a new meaning to me. It is not just a word... It is our own precious blood that bind us and it is our own precious blood that will continue the legacy, irregardless of its type.

TO ALL MY INSANS and my FATHER'S INSANS, SALAMAT!!!

I know that there are still so many people that I should be thanking to right now and this page won't be enough. In behalf of my family, we are forever be indebted to you. Thank you...

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hIgIt pA sA bUhAy kO...

“Do you love or do you crush?” Haayyy!!! Nangungulit na naman si kuya Eric.Syempre mapapangiti lang ako. Kunwari hindi ko narinig.


“Mahal mo?” Pang ilang beses na ‘ ba ‘to natanong?


“Haayyy!!!” (ulit!)


Eto na naman ako parang sabit sa lakad ng barkada niya. Kelan kaya kami aalis na kaming dalawa lang? Not that I don’t like his friends… kaya lang we don’t have a chance to talk and catch up on each other’s lives. Para kasi kaming me mga fans na nanonood at sinusubaybayan lahat ng galaw namin. At ganito na lang palagi ang nangyayari… Palagi na lang akong nasa hotseat!


“Jovs, ano mahal mo?” Nakupo! Si Richie naman ngayon ang bumabanat. Patay na!


“Bakit hindi mo masagot? Ganyan talaga ang mga taga-PUP. Wala kasing canteen… hindi nananghalian… kaya hayan!


“Ako na naman ang nakita mo. Ano ba kasi yung pangalan nung taga-PUP na bumasted sa’yo?” Napapailing na tanong ko.


“Ano na nga Jovs? Do you love or do you crush?” Lasing na talaga si Kuya Eric. Ayaw akong tantanan.


“I only hate… I hate you!!! Kulit mo kasi!” Medyo halatang naaasar na ko sa mga tanong nila.


“Papaiyakin mo lang iyong kaibigan namin. Niloloko mo lang siya!”


Eto na naman sila pinaparatangan ako ng kung anu-ano. Feeling ko tuloy ang sama-sama kong tao. Ano bang gagawin ko para tumigil na sila? Hindi ko na tuloy siya matingnan. Baka magalit na siya. Medyo me pagkapikon pa naman siya. Ano kayang iniisip niya kapag tintanong ako ng barkada niya tapos hindi ako makasagot? Siya lang naman kasi ang iniisip ko.Baka magalit siya…


Bakit ba kasi kailangan nilang malaman? Minsan gusto ko nang sagutin kaya lang hindi naman iyon dapat pinag-uusapan ng ganon na lang. Para kasing tinatanong lang nila kung gusto ko bang kumain?


Ano naman kaya ang magiging reaksiyon niya kapag sinagot ko ‘yung tanong na ‘yon? Alam ko naman na matatakot siya. Baka layuan niya na ako. Saka gusto kong sagutin kapag siya na ‘yung nagtanong… siya lang naman ang may karapatan na makaalam ng sagot ko.


“E Mark, mahal mo ba?” Baling ni Kuya Eric sa kanya.


“HIGIT PA SA BUHAY KO!”

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my fUnErAl sOng

REMEMBER

by Christina Rossetti

Remember me when I am gone away,

Gone far away into the silent land;

When you can no more hold me by the hand,

Nor I half turn to go, yet turning stay.

Remember me when no more day by day

You tell me of our future that you plann'd:

Only remember me; you understand

It will be late to counsel then or pray.

Yet if you should forget me for a while

And afterwards remember, do not grieve:

For if the darkness and corruption leave

A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,

Better by far you should forget and smile

Than that you should remember and be sad.

 

I’m glad I was able to chance upon this video in youtube.


  Although it may sound morbid but I want this poem to be sung in my funeral.

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