I chanced upon this site while googling for a topic about my zodiac sign. It looks like I'm the one who wrote it..
I Am A cAprIcOrn...
A snAkE Or A hOrsE... zOdIAc sIgn dIllEma!!!
Since I still have the Fruits Basket fever in me I'm posting here my Chinese Zodiac Sign. Mine is kinda tricky because I was born 14th of January 1978. If I am going to follow the year I was born, 1978 was year of the Brown Earth Horse. But Chinese New Year fell on 7th of February 1978, so my birthday is still considered under the Year 1977, which is year of the Red Fire Snake.
The big question is... which sign do I fit the most?
I'm not vain and selfish like the snake. But I often think I'm financially fortunate. Not rich, but in the sense that I've never been flat broke. Maybe because I'm a little stingy. But like the snake I love to help the less fortunate too. People also see me as calm and yes I am determined in whatever I do but I also get bored so easily especially with my job. It is not a surprise! In ten years I've been to 6 different companies! And yes, I prefer to keep my feelings to myself and if I was betrayed be sure that I'll get even!
With regards to the Horse sign, I don't have the tendency to fall fast and hard and I don't like to be the center of attention, nor I talk too much, maybe only when I'm with friends. Although, I'm always in search of a good time and I must admit I always multi-task but most of the times I never finish my work because I keep on starting a new one. And when things don't go my way I will definitely throw a tantrum but I always maintain a positive outlook in life and I'm a frustrated athlete.
With all of these analysis I still don't know which zodiac fits me. Maybe I'm a combination of both. I'm just sure of one thing, I'm a Capricorn! :)
hAbErdAy dEArEst frOm yOUr hIlAw nA mAnUgAng...
This is your controversial FB message on my sister's wall...
one reason why i love dearest, she's easy to please. just a simple dinner and overflowing greetings from my friends and relatives HAPPY na sya.. HABERDEY again DEAREST!! mhua..mhua.. tsup..tsup.. ;)
thE sOUnd Of OnE hEArt brEAkIng by kArEn kUnAwIcz
Ever come across this zen koan that JD Salinger used in one of his books?You know, the one that asks what is the sound of one hand clapping. I don't know the answer to that one. But ask me what's the sound of one heart breaking and might have an answer. Welcome to the dark side of love.
The sound of the waves at the polluted beach you went to as it moves from the shore and crashes inside your mind, of the sniffles that make up your pathetic "SOS-to-the-world," the cracking of the brittleblack-red petals from the sidewalk vendor roses he gave, the sound ofthe music he used to make going to your gut.
6 Is my UnlUcky nUmbEr
I've been crying my eyes out since this morning... I woke up early and decided to check my IELTS result. I'm confident that I would make it this time... although I'm really a little unsure on my Listening Exam. But I tried to compute and I know I would get a 7. And I did! My scores were all good except for the wrting. I got only 6 and I'm really frustrated! I know I could have gotten a 7.5.
sI kIm tAk gU
27 drEssEs And my drEAm rOlE In A wEddIng...
You know that old saying... "Always the Bridesmaid, never a bride"? Well it does not apply to me. I was a bridesmaid once, with my college friend Mai. Imagine she chose me to be the candle sponsor because I smoke (before). She told me that I would really know how to use the matches. Hillarious, huh?
But being a bridesmaid is not really my thing. There's too much pressure that I just can't take. I fear that I'll do some stupid thing that will ruin the wedding. So after that one time I made it really clear to my friends that I will never be their bridesmaid. That just broke my bestfriend's heart. But I make it up with her by being her wedding coordinator.
And her wedding coordinator I became... I was with her when we checked out the church where she will be married. I went with her to Dangwa to look for flowers. I burned the songs for their program, help her in the souvenirs and invitations, run errands before/on/after her wedding and do almost everything that a paid coordinator should do. And the best thing about me is... I'm free! :)
Yup! that's the role I want to play on my friends' weddings. I want to be the one who's doing the dirty job for them or with them. I want to make their dreams come true of having a (an almost) perfect wedding. And watching the film 27 Dresses I can't help but see myself in Katherine Heigl's character. Like her I love weddings too. I love that part where the Bride is about to walk down the aisle looking very beautiful in her wedding gown, looking straight ahead to her groom who is standing at the altar eagerly looking at his soon-to-be-wife, while their wedding song is playing on the background. That's why for me this part should be perfect. From the entourage, the wedding song, up to the bride's entrance, it mus be perfect. And we did that on my best friend's wedding but that will cover a different story.
Now, I'm just waiting for my next friend who will be insane enough to tie the knots and would choose me to help her on the preparations. And just so you know, I also do baptismal, birthdays, office parties... I could even organize a funeral party for you. I'll assure you it would be a blast! Hahaha!
tOO mUch lOvE kIlls
I can't help but compare it to our relationship to our loved ones. Maybe sometimes we are also to blame if someone walked out on us. Maybe it is also our fault if our partners' love died away. It's either we love them too much or we love them too less. And maybe it is too late now to save that love. But it does not mean that we won't be given a chance to love again. To take care of someone.
I don't know if I can save my plant from its dreadful fate. But it does not mean that I will not try again. I bought two new plants today. One is another Pink Calandiva Kalanchoe.
dAtE nIght
Zen will remain to be my constant companion on Thursday nights. I just hope one day he will agree on a three-some... Me, Zen and good-looking guy. Hmmm... not bad. :p
sEcOnd chOIcE
I have my first choice. He is the ony person that has a great power over me. He can make me feel either extreme happiness or extreme sorrow. He is my yin and yang, the black and white, the alpha and omega. He is my only choice and he is my first rate. I chose to tell him how much I adore him. I chose to show that love for him whenever possible. I chose to love him now in silence. "You are what you love, not what loves you" That is what Charlie Kauffman (Nicolas Cage) says in the film Adaptation. Even if he will not choose me I will still choose him. My first and only choice... until my heart says otherwise.
skypE... lUvEEEttt!!!
Pero swerte! Nadiskubre ng boss ko na mas convenient ang skype sa trabaho namin. Kaya ayun pinaayos sa IT kung pano maiinstall-an ang mga laptops. Syempre kumopya na rin ako para sa laptop ni brader.
Kaya every Saturday ay may grand pulong ang pamilya Dela Cruz. Napakita na namin sa video ang buong bahay, ang laman ng ref at kung anik-anik na makikita sa aming mansyon. Nalait na rin nila kami ng bonggang-bongga! Ang daya kasi wala silang video. Hindi tuloy kami makaresbak!
bOOkEd flIght
When I've learned this morning that Mother's day will fall on the 8th of May this year I got really home sick because it is the same day that my Dad will celebrate his 60th birthday. So I went to emirates on-line and booked a flight! My flight will be on the 5th of May and coming back on the 14th of May.
shIftIng fAIth...
Honestly, I really don't know what to tell her. How can I encourage her to believe again? I understand that a lot of things happened in our lives that either make us see or blind us form our faith. And losing someone we really love is really painful and hard to accept. I know what Tina is feeling right now. I asked the same question to God... "Why did he take away the person that I love the most?" Now, I know the answer. Just like what I told Tina. "She's tired. Let her rest."
















