I've been crying my eyes out since this morning... I woke up early and decided to check my IELTS result. I'm confident that I would make it this time... although I'm really a little unsure on my Listening Exam. But I tried to compute and I know I would get a 7. And I did! My scores were all good except for the wrting. I got only 6 and I'm really frustrated! I know I could have gotten a 7.5.
A 6!!! I really can't believe it! I know I did better than my first exam. I don't know how the person who checked my work graded it. Is he/she expects a writer out of me?! I don't know what I should do now. The next exam will be on the 17th of September but I'm not sure if I still want to do this. Part of me wanted to quit. I don't know if I can still handle the pressure. My fear is that I would fail it again because of just one area, just like what happened now. I'm so sure I nailed it unlike on the first one. And I know when I give my best into something and I gave my best on this one. Unfortunately, my best is a flat 6.
I don't like this feeling of frustration and failure. And I just can't quit! I've troubled so many people for gathering all my requirements... documents that I cannot submit because I cannot pass the first step! I know tomorrow I will still be heading to UOWD to register for the next available exam but right now I would just want to stay here in my bed and feel rotten about my test result.
Damn I hate that examiner/checker!!!
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